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I Should Call My Mother

by Anthony da Costa

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1.
Accountable 03:09
give it some time in the morning give it some time in the evening wait until tomorrow comes soon you’ll find you’re on your own cancel your plans hold your own hand be the only you you can it’s good enough it’s good enough no one’s gonna hold you no one’s gonna hold you no one’s gonna hold you accountable again i’m taking care of myself now prioritizing my let downs staying in and staying out of everything, that’s what it’s all about cancel your plans they’ll understand til Saturn finally returns it’s good enough it’s good enough just focus on your breathing and breathe in and out nice and slow content can be deceiving reserve your heart for no one the power of no the power of no cancel your plans hold your own hand cancel your plans one person band enneagram cancel your plans they’ll understand they’ll understand no one’s gonna hold you no one’s gonna hold you Hasn’t anybody told you? no one’s gonna hold you accountable again
2.
harboring a feeling if only for the night occasionally stealing a glance between the color changing light on our feet and dancing to the rhythm of the scene you and me are not in love and we may never be but i’ve decided to take a walk on the wilder side of empty talk round the corner there and up the block in do you wanna go? Canadian tuxedo worn accidentally You do a good Shania in leopard print and slightly of key To karaoke is only letting go you and me are not in love But hey you never know? i’ve decided to take a walk on the wilder side of empty talk round the corner there and up the block do you wanna go? Don’t know where we are but i don’t mind I’ll take any of your wasted time Don’t you know we only have so much? do you wanna go? Do you wanna go? Easy conversation Like there’s nowhere else to be We could trace our every step And still not know just where our feet will lead i’ve decided to take a walk on the wilder side of empty talk round the corner there and up the block do you wanna go? We’ve been hanging on the borderline But I would hang there with you anytime Yes it’s clear we only have so much do you wanna go? Do you wanna go?
3.
I can’t even tell anymore The waves are getting bigger It’s getting harder to stand It’s getting harder to see All the days I used to wait at your door In silent excitement Now what was your address again? What was your address again? Maybe I could be your man If was another man If I was another man Maybe then I could understand If I was another man Getting better isn’t part of the plan I just let my condition worsen Everybody wants their person Now we’re coming to the end of the night And our legs have been touching Laughing, we have nothing in common except each other We watch a scary movie The plot line is ridiculous Our acting is ridiculous I shouldn’t be here Maybe I could be your man If was another man If I was another man Maybe then I could understand If I was another man Getting better isn’t part of the plan I just let my condition worsen Everybody wants their person I would say I’m playing with you But that would imply you’re not aware And if this is worth leaning into I probably need a year without you there And if within that year or so, you find someone who already knows Go, go But maybe I could be your man If was another man If I was another man Maybe then I could understand If I was another man Getting better isn’t part of the plan I just let my condition worsen Everybody wants their person
4.
Misty raindrops come down Leave a trail of fears around I’m the one you can count on You can always let me down Yeah, you can let me down I was never optimistic Always clever, realistic Not a glass is half full guy Mostly empty inside I tried to count on friends but i lost ‘em I tried to lose my keys, but i found them I’d trade those keys for one warm hand in mine We’re all strangers when we die Pleasing everyone’s my problem You got problems? I’ll try and solve ‘em I’ve been in the red so long that I can’t tell what’s wrong from right from wrong But I’d break the law just to see You can break my heart to be free No, I don’t mind, I’m happy just to ride We’re all strangers when we die
5.
I think about leaving At least not hanging on A quiet exit Walking, not running from Some early morning Or maybe late at night Whatever feels right They say you know when you know I think I know But where will I go? Where will I go? Time ain’t my friend, it just won’t slow Where will I go? Where will I go? I think about good times At least the easy ones I think of that city on the coast Where I come from I guess I could return A lesson I ain’t learned She might take me back They say you know when you know I think I know But where will I go? Where will I go? Time ain’t my friend, it just won’t slow Where will I go? Where will I go? In a dream Endlessly Out of reach, it seems Money’s out Cast about In this crazy scene Sometimes I feel I’m running out of steam I’m talking backwards Thinking sideways No good ideas Not yet I guess I’m moving on Maybe I’ll wind up Where I belong They say you know when you know I think I know But where will I go? Where will I go? Time ain’t my friend, it just won’t slow Where will I go? Where will I go?
6.
i am drawing a line for myself You gotta go outside sometimes drawing a line for myself Breathing in and out and in and out We could go for a walk if you wanna At the old air park, can you believe They abandoned this place Where planes used to take off and land And now I’m holding your hand on the runaway There’s a trail to the left There’s a trail to the right There’s a band playing somewhere later tonight We could go or not I think I’m on the list We haven’t kissed, and that’s fine i am drawing a line for myself it’s good to take it slow sometimes drawing a line for myself Breathing in and out and in and out I live in a room in a house, that’s what I’ve always done Sometimes I wonder if I’m ever gonna own property in this city Or anywhere where I hang my proverbial hat There’s a plan to the left, there’s a plan to do right There’s a band playing somewhere later tonight We could go or not I think I’m on the list We haven’t kissed, and that’s fine I’m drawing a line for myself Sometimes I sit in traffic Drawing a line for myself I should call my mother Drawing a line for myself Breathing in and out and in and out
7.
I want you Oh I want you Say that you love me I want to believe you But you know the truth And so do I Hold your heart close Give only a preview Who knows if tomorrow Will feel like tonight But I want you Oh I want you Sometimes I want you sometimes I want you sometimes Sometimes You can come over If you need a distraction I know how you get With too much time but I’m curious to know what would be your reaction if I told you I can’t get you off my mind I want you Oh I want you Sometimes I want you sometimes I want you sometimes Sometimes Maybe I should know now a little better Hey maybe I should go now but not forever there is something that keeps me tied never understood or satisfied but sometimes oh sometimes I want you sometimes
8.
I’ve been singing your praises I’ve been telling ‘em all it’s hard without you here But don’t ask me, I can’t face it I’ve been sleeping alone for the first time in years I don’t wanna lose your love I lost myself for you Can’t help it when you call me up I just wanna talk to you When I go out I go all out Dancing with anyone who’ll dance with me Before I know dear Another round’s here It’ll ease the pain Til you show up in my dreams I don’t wanna lose your love I lost myself for you Can’t help it when you call me up I just wanna talk to you I don’t wanna lose your love I lost myself for you I swear i didn’t dream this up I’ve been awake the whole night through I’d be lying if I said that I don’t think about you I’ve been trying to find a way to live without you But more often than not, you’re all that I’ve got I don’t wanna lose your love I swear i didn’t dream this up I don’t wanna lose your love I don’t wanna lose your love I don’t wanna lose your love So I’ve been singing your praises I’ve been telling em all its hard without you here
9.
Alcohol and cigarettes are much much cheaper if you cross the state line Late at night there is a chance you might get stopped for rolling through a stop sign Bored out of their minds Killing some time And you, you feel it too That’s why you’re crossing the line A very fine line Crossing the line A very very fine line I was walking all alone Underneath the stars and the silver moon You saw me through your TV light Pulled me in from the cold for a drink and a tune Bored out of my mind Killing some time And you, you feel it too That’s why you’re crossing the line A very fine line Crossing the line A very very fine line Early in the drive Later in the park There’s danger in the day Maybe better when it’s dark Making up the rules You had me hold the keys I was still in school You were on your knees I guess it’s only lying If somebody sees A missing watch still knows the time An empty bottle like a fly on the wall A trailer in the upper state A phone still ringing It’s the third missed call Bored out of their minds Killing some time And you, you feel it too That’s why you’re crossing the line A very fine line Crossing the line A very very fine line
10.
Hopeless 04:22
it’s like we’ve never met But you know we’ve met many times The feeling’s different now When you’re around And your eyes meet mine I pretend that I don’t care But when I see you standing there
It’s hopeless You’re singing all the songs I used to sing growing up You’re laughing at my jokes You’re sitting close You still don’t know You pretend that you don’t care But I saw you fix your hair It’s hopeless You know, it’s so hard to tell the truth these days Even though it’s so in style It’s so scary to commit these days Even though you’re worth my while You’re worth my while You say you’re heading home you’ve got an early morning I say I should go too Cause it’s the right thing to do Hopeless Hopeless
11.
Moving Parts 05:30
Where’s the heat when you need it? It’s colder than it should be I removed the AC from my window I wanna sweat you out of me I was floating down my own path A drunken butterfly Just put me back in my cocoon Where I can sleep it off tonight Why not? is what I thought I could always move again Stardust and satellites And we’re all made of moving parts and broken hearts And we’re all just floating Where’s a friend when you need one? I’m older than I should be Maybe I should’ve stayed in Texas You know, It’s pretty much its own country I was floating down my own path A ragged raconteur Just put me back in my old cell Where I know I’ll get the cure Why not? is what I thought I could always move again Stardust and satellites And we’re all made of moving parts and broken hearts And we’re all just floating Take a page from a new book A shot of something pure Take a picture of a memory Chances are, it’s blurred
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released September 15, 2022

Produced by Dan Knobler
Engineered and Mixed by Dan Knobler at Goosehead Palace in Nashville, TN
Additional production and engineering for “Where Will I Go” by Alec Spiegelman
Additional engineering for “Moving Parts” by Sam Howard
Additional engineering for “Hopeless” by Russell Durham
Mastered by Philip Shaw Bova
Album artwork by Adam McHeffey

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Anthony da Costa is a singer/songwriter from New York, currently living in Nashville, TN.

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